A violent argument erupts over whose day was more pleasant.

I seem to now live in a constant state of

 "going tharn" 

caused by our fucked up American society?

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How can one help going tharn when there is 

constant shit like this:

worse Covid variant on the way 

I am turning 70 this summer and a side effect

leading up to this event,

appears to be an ever growing 

lack of mentally "giving a shit"

across all the socially installed human boundaries.

So far this attitude has all been in my head?

In my thoughts?

I cannot really project however if this new

 "I don't give a shit"

 status will remain just 

in my head?

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All this time,

the only thing we were truly good at,

is lying to ourselves?

US now-listed as a-backsliding-democracy by civil-liberties-international

Who could blame people for this 

today based on our crippled society.

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25 million in judgement damages against

the Charlottesville Nazi organizers.

Jury awards 25 million

Republican Anti-Vax doctors held a meeting in Florida,

(of fucking course)

to talk about how terrible the Covid 

vaccines are....

Right after the meeting:

7 are already in the hospital for Covid

 and 6 other Republican Doctors tested positive..

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I am in a terrible slump guitar wise?

With guitar slumps you just have to keep

on playing, trying new songs, new things

to get the mojo back working somehow, someway?

Frustration builds however....

I've been binging Riff Trax

on Amazon streaming...

RiffTrax

Mmm-mmm! Canned people.

The future has arrived...

But, it is the dystopian future

we were warned of.

This week was insane.

I remain lost---adrift mentally.

Subject to odd random memory strikes

and a lack of forward thinking?

I truly am attempting to find a path.

I continue to work towards balance,

a new, necessary mental balance after 

 6 years of seemingly always magnifying,

 societal insanity?

Could it simply be that I am exhausted,

 burnt out from a combination of

rabid Trumpism and plague?

I can only hope that this gigantic 

asshole Alex Jones loses everything

in his life for defaming the poor parents

of these dead children and 

making life a living hell for them.

Alex-Jones-liable for damages-sandy-hook-school-shooting lies

Yes Shaman, you are certifiable, stupid, violent,

and going to prison.

 You are simply a mirror of your leader,

Trump...

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I simply have no words for this:

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Republicans truly are this vile now..

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The House finally passed the Biden

infra-structure bill...finally.

It is amazing how difficult it is

to get our own government..

to help our own people...

We will invade another country instantly

however...

House passes infra-structure bill

I love this version of Every breath you take

 by Perfect Colours, a Russian band.

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I prefer their cover waaay more than the original by the Police.

I love the faces the percussionist makes in their

live, busking video below...

Every breath you take cover byPerfect Colours

This song is in my gigging setlist.

I work it with my Trio pedal and

it transfers to a solo player gig actually well.

The most interesting thing is that scientists 

are claiming that "Every Breath you Take"

is the absolute perfect song for humans.

I can follow that logic about this song.

It does have "something" that hits people

in a very, very specific mental zone...?

This is the first time I can ever remember

using the words guitar and science in the

same paragraph?

science-says-every-breath-you-take-by-the-police-is-the-ultimate-song

The 'new'

Cowboy BeBop 

on Netflix streaming...!

Some critics panned this in advance..

Fuck them!

I adore it!

Netflix--Cowboy Bebop

I am a huge Buckaroo fan so 

I was required by law to get this book...

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