Are you an effective team?

I have been trying my damnedest to refine myself, style myself, 

as an old guy.

An attempt to resist becoming a member of the mob of shuffling, zombie like old dudes,

staggering their way into IHOP for the senior special. 

It is very, very difficult for me to work this process. You have truly no idea how difficult.

It is still summer here in my desert and hot, Tarzan hot.

Old dudes and heat combine for zero styling quotient.

Women look great when it is hot--dudes look like casting extras in

horror movies like the hills have eyes. 

Basically we look like shit most of the time, but especially

shit like in hot weather. 

When (if) the weather turns cooler i may

stand a better chance at creating a personal sense of clothing and 

accessory style.

I've been trying my best, but as of today, nothing seems to be coming 

together for me.

I'm not going to give up on the process,

that failure would just be brutal.

I am back to investigating cigars.

I currently smoke cigarettes like a Russian.

I continue to believe that it may be possible for me to switch to smoking

fewer cigars as compared to cigarettes and actually enhance 

a personal style at the same time. 

I am currently researching, for possible purchase next month,

Cohiba Black Pequeno's.

I keep hoping that a decent watch, a nice cigarillo, a New York Yankee's baseball cap 
and a leather sports coat, 

might pull me up and out of the average, stylish-less IHOP, old white guy category.

The British came to their senses, the UN never lost theirs.

We remain the land of the stupid--wanting to 

get involved with this?

We have ten solar panels on the house--generating electricity against the
oppressor's cost's, and for insurance against grid failure.
I have several panels i just fuck around with, trying to find a 
use for---like a nerd's high school science project.
Currently-----

I am working on setting up a system to power ambient lighting
for the side driveway, and the back porch from a panel we purchased for
the ex-camper.
The above photo is just the start of the project---testing the panel in 
charging a single scooter battery. 

I am planning on sequencing an additional scooter battery i have in stock to 
the panel, weather proof-and style the system to be clean.
Then use it to power several strings of white lights around the 
fenced in driveway area.  I may also be able to power/charge small items, 
depending on how set things up and where i finally decide to place everything.

It is good to exercise the Doc Brown part of my brain.

Just ordered today:

"Time is what we want most,
but what we use worst."
William Penn