Isn't "any" amount of atomic activity on the moon unusual?

 Not so happy with myself....

I am taking a break from writing about
the assholes, in or worse, leading our society....
There are just way too many assholes now to think about...
unless---?
This is all me and i need a break from me---

Either way,  it is asshole society commentary
break time...

My project world has followed along with me being 

off-center...everything from guitar and attempting to gig---

 To just---anything that i have attempted

feels as if it is crashing lately...

Yet tho i keep instigating more projects----?
Is there a name for this psychological problem...?

The, um--15th, rebuild of my nerd cave..

Includes making space for my Shortwave radio..

and over the winter i am planning on using it...

Efficiently--

So I finally broke down and purchased a 
"signal manual" to help me find--
countries and/or broadcasters as compared to 
my previous system of,
aimless, random turning of
dials in search of something interesting...

My plan is to actually attempt to treat
my shortwave listening activity as a real
project for a change...
but----
my projects have not been going well lately...
but i do keep trying tho.

I am thinking about training again with my
air rifles....and of course wanting a new one.....

Then the other side of my brain
kicks in and wonders why do i need another
project that i will suck at...?

We went to a neighborhood Labor Day BBQ..

A person i had just met there, in conversation asked me..
"What do you do being retired?"

I was somewhat caught unaware by this
question..especially sort of right off the bat?
I wasn't prepped for it and i blurted out
answering lamely---
but in thinking of this moment, maybe truthfully,
"I hang out."
Lately feeling adrift..old and not that 
excited with myself...?

Possibly, maybe, could be, why not..
Radio Telescopes have picked up what the
operators have considered to be a 
repeating signal--
which these folks believe could be
intelligent transmissions..?

radio bursts repeating
Even if it's not this time....
Someday it's gonna be.....

Excellent--on DVD...