This week I spent way too much time inside my
head....
I easily become disconnected from
the world around me by thinking too much?
I may have managed however,
to determine the causation?
I have begun to suspect that
inside my own brain---
I no longer find my own self interesting...?
I have, after actually too much thought,
come to the conclusion that my
brain is bored with myself---?
yup---
My own brain is just bored as shit with my own self...
that my brain finds me boringly unacceptable...
Our attempt to create a village within our little
neighborhood is at some what of a standstill...
It appeared for a time
that we may have had an actual, community growing
within our neighborhood.
Something between a commune and a village,
with an actual social life...
and the real desire to accept and care
for the group members as a whole---
But as with all things...
People have/are moving, and it appears as if the
possibility of a village neighborhood block is vanishing?
head....
I easily become disconnected from
the world around me by thinking too much?
I may have managed however,
to determine the causation?
I have begun to suspect that
inside my own brain---
I no longer find my own self interesting...?
I have, after actually too much thought,
come to the conclusion that my
brain is bored with myself---?
yup---
My own brain is just bored as shit with my own self...
neighborhood is at some what of a standstill...
It appeared for a time
that we may have had an actual, community growing
within our neighborhood.
Something between a commune and a village,
with an actual social life...
and the real desire to accept and care
for the group members as a whole---
But as with all things...
People have/are moving, and it appears as if the
possibility of a village neighborhood block is vanishing?
Our problem is that once you've had a surrounding
community like this,
it is a true down when it just up and
suddenly disappears.
People over-telling me things -----
my blackout of
the news on our insane society would be working great!
Although i have to admit I was pleased to hear
through the human grapevine, of democratic
victories in Virginia and the hacking of the 1%er's
tax havens.
I do not consider it a violation of my no news policy
if someone tells me shit about what is going on..
Or is that sort of wishy-washy?
Our Boston Terrier in his new hoodie--
just in time cause it is turning fucking cold here...
my laptop screen is slowly dying---
i am going to have to due something probably
by the summer about a new laptop---
and i hate that process!
my blackout of
the news on our insane society would be working great!
Although i have to admit I was pleased to hear
through the human grapevine, of democratic
victories in Virginia and the hacking of the 1%er's
tax havens.
I do not consider it a violation of my no news policy
if someone tells me shit about what is going on..
Or is that sort of wishy-washy?
Our Boston Terrier in his new hoodie--
just in time cause it is turning fucking cold here...
my laptop screen is slowly dying---
i am going to have to due something probably
by the summer about a new laptop---
and i hate that process!
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