Saturday, May 24, 2014

Rain rain, beautiful rain



It's raining.
Water is actually falling from the skies here in 
Southeastern New Mexico.


In the desert we celebrate when it rains,
we stand and watch it while making ooh-ooh sounds
and pointing.
Real rain, gentle failing rain is such an abnormality for us.
Our Boston terrier, BB, who was raised from a tiny puppy here,
has experienced being rained on perhaps 6 times in his whole life.
Each minor wet incident separated by years of time.


In the past two days we have received
real rain, perfect rain, twice in two days.
There may be more according to forecasts.
Our dog does not know how to handle this rain strangeness.
He's scared of it, shaking, the sound of falling rain is frightening to him..
To be truthful, rain is strangeness to us as well.
Outside the normal protocol for the desert. 
This beautiful rain, according to forecasts, is to continue for
several days.


Due to this recent, perhaps ongoing for several days unusual and perfect rain,
we have now true hope for our gardens this summer.

Retired Extremely Dangerous


Two seasons away from retirement now.
I am starting to accept that retirement may truly happen?
Unwilling to fall into the trap of counting days,
I mark time towards retirement seasonally.
Two seasons down, two left to do until retirement happens.
I have started a notebook filling it only with 
ideas, jobs and projects to do once retired.


Each day at work i attempt to add one or two
projects or concepts, listing projects for post retirement that i can
do at home, the things i have always wanted to do,
wished i could do, should have done, would have liked to do....
if i only had the time.


I recently failed to balance my planning, desire and
OCDness in reference to the future purchase for the Sports Car
retirement restoration project.
The past few days i became way way too focused
on possible vehicles to buy when currently
it is exceptionally early in retirement financial and support
zones to do anything in the actual purchasing of a project vehicle.


Several days of overboard focus has made me 
sit back and reevaluate appropriate timing, desires,
and obtaining the correct end result.
Putting the brakes on my brain can be the most difficult of
tasks.

I mistakenly began to jump into the overwhelming 
desire of buying and the doing.


Way to early in every sense of practicality. 
Pushed by the Rain Man that lies inside of me.

I am somewhat back under mental control now,
when it comes to the restoration project



I am slowly but surely completing my
1:32 scale W.W.1 French monoplane model.
Small segments completed each weekend.


The cockpit, wings, fuselage, tail structure, landing gear
and engine are completed.


There remains much to complete, especially the
wire rigging for the wings and tail.
Followed by detailing.
My new process of building slowly
with caution and consideration works admirably


Now on season 5 of the Jack Bauer/24 watching binge.

"There is no great genius,
without a mixture of madness."
Aristotle


Sunday, May 18, 2014

Cars



As previously mentioned here--JoJo and I have been considering
obtaining a retirement car for enjoyment.
We had previously discussed a TR-6 roadster as a possibility.
We are now talking about two vehicles possibly---
JoJo loves Datsun 240Z's so perhaps one of those in turn-key
enter at a local car show condition---


And--
More of a ground up restoration project for me to
waste many hours upon in retirement---I am thinking a 
Citroen DS.


Although the original concept of doing cars remains steady.
The cars involved seem to change and will do so
probably right up to the moment we actually
buy something.




JoJo and i are the last humans on earth
to have discovered the TV series 24 and Jack Bauer.
we've never seen it before it was available on streaming.


Of course we are now binge watching our way
though all the years of episodes from start to finish on streaming.
Yelling "we're running out of time" in stereo with Jack.


It is amazing how easily Jo and I miss massive cultural phenomena 
because of the way we both are.

"If you're not making mistakes,
you're not doing anything."
John Wooten


Saturday, May 10, 2014

1/32 Morane-Saulnier typ N


I seem to be doing much better over the past ten days.
Sleeping with only the occasional interruption.
Perhaps it is the transfer of my local world into spring?
I did decide to focus on enjoying each thing i do no matter how small
and attempt to accomplish each little thing to the best of my ability.
Within this concentration I find myself not worrying about future events,
or past failures.

I've been redefining my plastic modeling protocols.
1:72 scale aircraft were simply too small to work with
other than the largest aircraft offered, due to aging eyesight 
and the new normal of less than perfect hand-eye coordination.
In this re-defining I switched to 1:32 scale.
Larger and hopefully easier for older eyes and fingers to work with. 
I am now focusing on World War One aircraft only.

This weekend i started with a 1:32 scale
Morane-Saulnier typ N---French fighter aircraft.


The Morane-Saulnier typ N
was an early war mono-plane which was 
quickly surpassed by bi-wing fighters.
It was a very very cool, futuristic design for 1914.
 The end result, of construction, will I hope appear like the
example below?
I'll provide real-time photo's next time.

I re-organized all my modeling tools and supplies
prior to starting this project.

I also ordered my next project to have available on demand.
A 1/32 German Albatros D.1 bi-plane fighter.
A unique addition to building this model is an aftermarket 
 set of decals designed to make the fuselage appear made of wood,
as was the original aircraft.


The switch to World War One aircraft requires me to
become competent at rigging.
Aircraft of this time period used visible wiring as both structural support
and for control of the craft.
This is a complex and rather difficult procedure which i have to 
study and experiment with.



Timothy Geithner 
bag man for the 1%er's and too big to fail banks,
 the revolving door Treasury Secretary, 
who masterminded the "too big to fail" bailout of  Wall Street
and the destruction of the American middle class has 
written a book explaining himself and his actions during
the Bush economic melt down and robbery of the people.
Although i would find his view of the world a good laugh.
I won't purchase this book because he might make a
penny off it.


JoJo and i were discussing my pending retirement this January.


My JoJo brought up an interesting retirement concept.
I should sell my Toyota FJ--


Locate and obtain a vehicle that is more fun to drive around town old guy style,
as well as  putz with, restore as necessary,
and maybe even take to the odd local car show.
I have restored 3 antique vehicles in my past--
Restoration suits my OCDness.
Keeps me occupied.
I will be looking for something with
just enough work involved...
I am thought experimenting on obtaining a Triumph TR-6--


There are many IF'S involved--
If i can sell the FJ at the right time--


If i can find the right TR-6 at the right price 
and proper condition---


And of course in
British Racing Green.
There is no other color for this particular car.

A TR-6 would be the ultimate reward for 
getting up and working for 50 years.
Wearing the chains.
Just the thought of owning this vehicle has provided something
I have been missing in thinking of retirement.
Inspiration
Inspiration as to what i would do just wasn't there
until my JoJo provided the seed.



One of the best movies I've seen this year on DVD.
A mob enforcer hired to deliver a bag but told whatever happens
He can't look into bag no matter what.
Great acting and excellent plot. 

"Forget the Past."
Nelson Mandela