holding pattern

I've learned that practicing the guitar and watchmaking are
and should be winter endeavors.

I am continually, thought experimenting the restoration, on the yet to materialize,
 Alfa Giulia Super or Spider.

I have mentally organized the work, our garage, my tools, the entire process,

all within my very strange brain, as i research these vehicles for retirement purchase.

 It is, for now, only all on the inside.

I am marking time till retirement by the passing of the seasons, not by counting the days.

A Stonehenge retirement countdown clock, in a manner of speaking.

I don't want to count the days till the end of work that would be both weird and 
very karmic provoking.

Writing my old blog, the angry, end of the world commentary I would write

received 100 hits a day.

This blog, kinder, gentler, gets 7 hits a day.

I'd rather have less hits and not be so angry any longer.

"I'm thankful for weird people out there,

'cause they're some of the most creative people."

Channing Tatum